one more thing...

Okay, so I wasn't quite finished with my blog beforehand, so I'll write an add-on to it.. makes it seem less to read right? :)

So I recently got Spotify, and it's amazing! I have pretty much everything I want to listen to (legally). such a good idea. round of applause for the creator please.

I also added my link to this on Twitter, I really don't care what people think about what I write about because it really is me writing down whatever I've said during the day, or the past week...(months in this case...) so if you find this annoying, you therefore find me annoying...cheers. Nah I don't care. I've literally just gone past the point of caring about what people think of me anymore. 

Why should it matter what I look like? Just because I don't have massive boobs, slim body, small feet, the right hairstyle, the right height, a nice nose, big eyes, nice teeth, good sense of fashion whatever. I may not have ticked all of your boxes, but if that's what people are looking for, they're never gonna be completely happy. I get that being 5ft 11 is taller than the average girl, and yes, I hate being this tall. and yes, I do hate the fact that I'm bigger than I'd like to be. But they're my problems that I don't show or overly care about anymore. So if I look happy how I am, why isn't that enough for someone to realise? Maybe it's just Kings Lynn...to be honest, if people in Lynn have standards, that's news to me. It's a miracle people here aren't born with two heads tbh. Maybe that was a bit mean...

So yeah, I'm not perfect. In any way. But I've given up caring because at the end of the day, I'm going to be the one who's happier than those who constantly worry. 

I also have the BIGGEST respect for those who have achieved their grades and stuff for A-Levels. The committed and dedicated people deserve so much respect it's unreal. Like, I don't know how you guy's all do so much revision?? Maybe it's just me? but I've seriously lost all motivation to even get out of bed, let alone revise something I now detest. I mean, I tried so hard in year 12 for my Psychology exam, and I got 2 D's..so I resat it this year, only to get a D and U, even though I tried like 10x harder this time! (I really did..I'm not just saying that...I'll post a picture of my notes I made. They're all colourful and pretty.) So, I've kinda just lost any sort of motivation and care I had..and I'm not quite sure why... so I can't wait to be rid of shit form and get on a plane to Australia for 6 months.

I've rambled and procrastinated quite enough tonight..

Kisses x